Hmmmm. Yeahh. It went as funny as hell. But, when they bombarded me with those questions,everyone was looking at me up and down like i was piece of shit. But,throught the creases on their forehead, i knew the that the same question was being played through each and everyone of their mind. Which is, "Why isn't she on the stage, DANCING?"
Well, that my friends, is the right question..
GOSH. I sound like the already-dead officer (monogram) in iRobot. Godd. Brain-check! Okayy. Good. xD
Well, i gotta say. I was pretty worked up by the fact that i didn't get to dance fr the Finals. It really, really messed me up. I was practically all over the place, for a sense of hope that i could get in on the last minute. But erhh, NO. I didn't get that chance. But now, when i think about it again,i'm really thankful that GOD, DID NOT give me what i had wanted. Thanks to Crazee D, and Amyami, i build up my self-pride and my self-esteem,to boost my courage to turn up fr The Finals,and supported my girls. And also,to my beloved seniors who had coaxed me to let that unpleasent moment go, and saying that there are alot more competitions out there for me.
Thankyou all, and ~ily ppl. :D
Hehs. This taught me to be more stronger than ever, and to show them' ppl who had hurt me emotionally, that i ain't a bitch for nuttin'. Hehehe. Loser lahh syarifah ni, BEGOK! ;D But seriously,ppl,if you think that you had ALREADY know me for years and years,thn you are welcome to judge me. Right now,i think that if i really have an attitude problem,that judgement can only be brought out by my relatives,and my childhood friends. Cause,HELLO. People change, and only my close kins and friends know whether over the years as i am growing into a more self-actualised teenage girl, i had changed fr the good, or the bad. Don't come up to me, call me a big fat liar, a freakin' bitch who is selflessly arrogant, and a girl with a smelly attitude if you had just come to know me for like wat, 2-3 years? Cause you dun even know who the real Syarifah Shabirah Bte Rosli is. So,let this be a lesson learnt for me,and for you guys out there who had criticised me before. I dun blame you for bad-mouthing me once in a while, cause i admit,i act like a total whore sometimes when i'm out and about. But,if you bad-mouth me practically EVERYTIME, thn you're no better thn me,isn't that right? I'm not naming names and i'm not pointing fingers here,cause this is a public blog-space where every other millions of people are reading ,so i respect the options. But to you,if you feel bad or angry at my sudden outburst,please feel free to share with me on my tagboard. If you wanna apologise,curse me or advice me,thn pls do so. But i'll appreciate it if you leave your NAME,and BLOG SITE on my tagboard,to signify your integrity in this matter. If not thn,you're welcomed to be called a 'COWARD'. (:
So yeahh, let's forget abt serious-talks for awhile. I just wanna say ~immGG. Lol. I miss ma Groovy Girls. I've been sick lately,and downing small pints of cough syrup ain't helping. Got food poisoning on wednesday night, friday, after Sports Day, it stryck me again. I think its gastric+food poisoning. Hahaha. I'm not sure how that is possible,but yeahh. I think that formula exist. -.- I think i ate too much cheese fries lahh, aft the event. Thn aft tht,me and naddy went home. Thn the bowel thing started happening, LOL. After that,i called my mum in the room [LUCKY!] and she said to me, 'What did you eat this time? Your friend's medal?" And i went clueless and she brought me to JP's clinic. Got and MC for today too. Hahaha. But it surprised me,how i can stand it on Saturday,at the club. Really surprising but i felt good. Hhuhu;D Okayy. This is just a report of my anger in me,and my account of what happened to me these few days. So, the next post will be about what happened on Saturady. Heeee! WEEEEEEEEEEE! (:
-Kiss,Kiss___♥Syerri ;}
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