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Wednesday, April 29, 200912:35 AM

OOO

Wow.

Its been a long time since i logged in and posted something.

GOSH.

Sorry for the neglience, readers, and to my dearest blog.

Okay.

So, nothing much happened since the last time i posted something here.

Yeah, ntg much.

Only that i went to Sri Aliff's Bday party.

At bedok.

Way, way inside Bedok.

Hahaha.

I went with Ella and feeza and goshh.

It was a long way in to get into his house district.

It took us about 15mins to find his house seyhh.

Haiyoo.

Sri, sri.

Go move house lahh.

Hhuhu.

Thn since thn, ntg much.

We enjoyed the party.

VOUGELICIOUS came.

Took pictures.

The 'Olsen`s' were so CUTE,

Taking pictures everywhere they go.

Hehs.

Thn we went back home, me and feeza, at ard 10+pm.

Hugged everyone first.

And GUESS what?

That japan-prince came.

Fishh.

Pffttt.//

Lawls.

But whatever.

Reached feeza's house and slept there.

Hahaha.

Ate KFC before that.

And the next day, we were so drunk with sleepiness and the adrenaline during Sri's b'day.

So yeahh, we watch TV the whole day.

Hhuhuhuhu.

Ate satay and loads of other J U N K S.

Went back home at 7+pm.

Lol.

Okayy.

Nothing much to say.

Will be enjoying the pics for P I NK Y ' S B'day party aite.

Tc peeps.

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Monday, April 20, 20099:45 PM

Sarina Bte Abu Hassan.

When your life is ruined, you seek the answer to the questions, which are running through your mind. "Is everything coming to an end? Does everyone knows abt this? Am i filling myself with the desires of SINS and HATRED?" When i start asking myself that kinda questions, my mum sees through me. Seriously. She is like a shrink. When i cry, filled with the impulse of choking back tears and the runny fluid in my nose, which i just can't do, she would comfort me with her hug and just wait till the last tears in my eyes stop flowing. As my mother, and me, as her daughter, she understands me like how she understands her ownself. She loves me with the whole of her fibre being, as i was the first one to be brought out into this world, by her. She took care of me for 14 years and counting, she made sure i had what i want someway or the other, and she make sure she kick those farkar's asses if they dare mess with my life. You see, mothers are always like that. They reprimand you, because they love you. They beat you up, because they love you. And they make decisions for you because they LOVE you. I never used to understand that, but recently, i did. Now, my beloved mother is having her fourth child, but i know, that she distribute her love equally among her children, and she never show no favouritism. I used to say that she is a bad mum, and that she loves my other younger siblings better. But being the eldest child, what i fail to see is that if she hates me and if she loves my brothers MORE thn she loves me, i wouldn't have been given enough happiness and love to last me through this cruel world.

I therefore declare, that my mum is my guardian angel, my sister, my bestest friend, and finally, she is of course, my one and only MOTHER. (:

I hate to say this, but before my life gets more bad-ass thn it is already, i will like to apologise to my loved ones whom i had once or many a times hurt before. To my GF, Puteri Nadia Binte Moliano, whatever misunderstandings that we are going through right now, i just want to say sorry. Like what i had said in my previous text to you, 'I am not ashamed to let everyone know that i ILY and that i treat you like my own biological sister.' and in here, i apologise to you my dear. To Nur Amalia Binte Ghazali, thank you for the listening ear and i appreciate your friendship. And finally, to Ms Elizabeth Ng, my form teacher, and Crazee D, my dearest friend , thank you fr everything. Fr the advices that you guys had given me, and the reprimandations that had pulled me close together each time i'm messed up. But fr now, i can't trust anyone. Life had thought me abt LOVE, FRIENDSHIP, RELATIONSHIP and HATRED. And ohh lemme tell you. It was hard going through those phases. But in anyways, i am going through what they say, 'hardships' in one's life. And the only person that i can trust right now is, MY MOM. Hahaha. Thank you everyone. (:

-Kiss,Kiss___♥Syerri ;}

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Monday, April 13, 200912:52 AM

*SBDC FINALS.

Okayy. Did nothing much yesterday, Sunday. Freekzys had their Groove In The West finals yesterday, and got in Third place. Well, at least its better thn nothing. Good job, guys. (:

Didn't go, but i did went to SBDC Finals at jrg point with Naddy. Met Kika and Titi there, miss them loads. Hahaha. Oooh, saw Sri and Abg Isaac! Kissed them and Fadli too, thn me and Naddy saw them' Funky Groove dudes. Hugged them and asked them, whether there were still some space left for our ass at the stage area there, and they said YES, but, we didn't go in anyways. Hahaha. Funky Groove didn't make it to Las Vegas in the end, but they did bring home medals fr their hard work and effort that was being put in this competition. Reppin' SingaporeBestDanceCrew ya'll! ;DD

So yeah, Sri and i were so funny. I thought that at first, the boys made it to Las Vegas, so i cheered like a mad-aunty. Thn Sri went, "Eyh, breathe in, thn breathe out, breathe in thn breathe out again, okay girl!"

Hahaha. I said to him OKAY, I will do what you asked me too, but in the end, i was still squealing fr joy. Sri, sri. (:

Watch them performed, in the end and the show went great! Awesome show lah, Kak Zila[Singaporean Rihanna], Abg Isaac and Sri Aliff! Love you ppl! :D

Took some pictures and thn, Naddy went home. Haiyoyo. Hhuhu. Oooh; thn Sri's friend, Alfa, came up to me and asked fr my number, so i just gave it to him. To Sri: Babe, he's hot lahh! But, naughty! ;)

So yeahh. The whole day was a pretty tiring experience fr me. Reached home ard 11.30pm and went drunk-for-sleep mode. Hahaha. Snappy's fr yesterday, Not bad either!

ENJOY! (:

Kak Zila and Me.

Jason and me

Lil Freeze and Kak Zila.
(Chris Brown& Rihanna)

Din and Me.

Gico and me.

Fazeera, me and Naddy.

Sri Vogue and me.

-Kiss,Kiss___♥Syerri ;}

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Sunday, April 12, 200911:23 PM

Wohoooo~

Oops, my apologies. Its been what, 2-3 days since i logged in and posted something here. Hehs. Not exactly a long period of time, but still, i like to be an avid blogger. [Egadd; like real only.] Okay. So, saturday was okay-okay only. Went to west coast plaza with shidy, aryll, double dee, iqa and kak seri at last. Naddy last minute cannot come, and so, ash decided to just send me off to J.East MRT interchange. Luckily aryll and kak seri was there, it was a coincidence, really. Cause if not for them, i would have been waiting all alone fr shidy. Pfffft. -.- So thn, went shidy reached J.east already, he was surprised to see kak seri. Hahaha. Dancers re-united. ;D

So thn, we went to J.East bus interchange downstairs, and met up wit iqa and Double Dee, her pakcik,Mr. Boncet. (: Miss him larhh seyy! Abg, HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY! [:

Thn, we took the bus 51 after waiting fr Iqa and me to top-up Iqa's ez-link card. Hehs. Reached West coast plaza right on time, fr the rehearsal. Haiy. Early, yet agn. So, we decided to just chill and me and kak seri and shidy went restless till we just had to stand outside of the plaza and just chat ard like no-one's. Thn, we had to wait fr almost an hour till the show starts and by the time the show ends, everyone felt happy as Freekzys got in the finals, which falls on the next day. Hahaha. Sucks. So, after tht. Me, the GG's feeza, ella and Naddyr left evryone else while we ourselves made our way towards the busstop, to go bck JP and watch SBDC preview. Something like a rehearsal. I saw Sri And Abg Isaac and they were looking as hawt as ever. :D

Took pictures with them, and found out tht Kak Zila aka Singaporean 'Rihanna' is having a special performance, along with Abg isaac and Sri as backup dancers! Cool seyhh. After the whole 'preview' had ended, me and feeza hugged Sri, Abg Isaac and Fadli goodbye. Thn me, feeza, Kak Hetty and Kak Hasween walked towards JP dome to just hang ard there for awhile. Saw Funky Groove practising and oh yeah, I MISS THEM! Hehs. Hugged each and of them' boys including Abg Jamyl. He said he missed me, well, I MISSED YOU TOO BRO! (:

Hang-ed around fr awhile, see them practise, thn made our way towards Abg isaac's dome, where 30T was having their practise. But shortly after that, i had to go home, and so, momma picked me up at the JP Area there. Hehs. Had fun the whole day, NO Doubt abt that.

And the pics tht was taken, was fantastic. ENJOY. (:

-Kiss,Kiss___♥Syerri ;}

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Thursday, April 9, 20095:03 AM

This Saturday.

Haahaha. I almost forgot mann, whether was it West In Tha Groove, or Groove In Tha West Now i remember, alrdy. Hheheh. Okayy, so anyways. Yesterday, like normal. Didn't go sch. Fr yesterday, it was because i woke up late larhh! -.-" Hmmm, woke up at 9, and slept back. Open up my lappy at ard 12pm++ [I so gotta get my hands on the pink VAIO, mann! Urghhh!] , and checked my facebook account. I'm not tht active on friendster anyways. So yeahh, meeting up with Naddy tmrw, my bby, hehs, at JP. With ash too. Thn gng J.east to meet up with Kak Zimahh, thn ash said tht we're gonna wait fr another bunch of ppl. Lawls. Chatted using 'conference' mode on MSN with Kak Zimah And Ash. Funny as hell.

Ash: Ketiak busok!

Eri: Lawls. -.-

Zimah: HAHAHA.

Ash: Ketiak busok mcm apple basi siakk!

Eri: 'BLUR'

Yeah. That's the conversatiom tht we had. Lol. Funny. Hehs. Thn me and naddy expressed our craziness fr awile. Hahaha. Hmmmm. Tired leyhh. Will be upating soon; fr tomorrow's event. Hehs. Wanna sleep now. Sryy readers! ;D

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Tuesday, April 7, 20097:07 PM

Dead And Gone..

"Everyone believes that i am dead.

Everyone believes that i'm gone.

But my fate still lingers on thy hands of thee killer,

I'm waiting for vengeance till the dawn."

Oh, fuckk it. Sick again. I SWEAR, i'll be coming to school tomorrow, PROMISE. Haiyy. Missing my Naddy and my NC babes and dudes alrdy. Dunnoe whether they miss me or not. Pshhhftt.

-.-" Chatted with A'an early in the morning. He didn't went to sch as he was sick, ;) [*wink,wink*], and we chatted a lil bit. We said that sometimes gng to sch make us fatigue of the whole process,and i said that yeahh, it already made me sick and tired. And i told him everything abt wat i meant and all. Talked abt a certain 'someone' and he asked me why i hate that person so much, and i told him why. He said it was interesting, and that i shall not let those kinda ppl brg my own life down. And thn i thanked him and we both made each other's day as he got someone to talk to, and i got someone to vent my anger on. LAWLS. ;DD

Touche. Thanks fr the chat, An. And last long with my dearest babe, Qizzle aye. (:

So yeahh,i got a bad headache + sore throat right now. And i've been swallowing and swallowing strepsils since 9 in the morning. Now the sore throat's getting better. And i think i might need a sledgehammer to crack my head open to find out the source of the swindling headache. Shitt. Okay lahh. Now geting better already, but i feel fucked up, still. Cause i'm sick since Monday. ;D Haiyy.

I HATE MONDAYS. :

"With your words, you killed me.

As swift as ever can be.

But when i get my hands on you,

I'm not using WORDS.

I'll be kicking your fuckin' groin again and again,

And make sure that area hurts."

-Kiss,Kiss___♥Syerri ;}

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Sunday, April 5, 200911:30 PM

Danceworks Finals (:

Happy birthday to you!

Happy birthday to Naddy,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

Yeahh. Its ma baby's birthday tdy, ma bitch is 14! Hehs. Gosh, ilhsm(: She is like my sister of biological traits. Hmmm. Well,i hope she is happy on her birthday tdy. I can't be there with her after sch,cause i really can't be in sch. Shitt. And furthermore,i think i'm having fever. =.=

Haiyoyoyo. So, yeah. Talking abt Naddy,i notice something. Abt last Saturday. Hehs. Saturday,Danceworks Finals. It went good. Went there wit mai, Amy and Shidy. Saw Kak Murni,Abg Fauziee, Abg Adam, Abd Lanz and Abg Is. They were so noisy. Especially Abg Fauziee. Haiyo. Disturb Kak Murni Jek! So naughty. Hehs. Thn,coincidentally,we stopped at j.east mrt station too. I dropped off, and saw shidy and gang. Lol. The 'sapao' master. Lawls. No wonder mai called him cute. Uh-huh. xD Thn,we all made our way to city hall and did i tell you, i could have gotten 10bucks just like tht by trading my extra Danceworks ticket wit Abg Ziee? If it had not been due to my carelessness in forgetting to place it inside my ZINC duffel,i would have gotten 10bucks alrdy. LOL. What to do.. Hhuhu. Oh yeah,so thn.

We (amy,mai,shidy & me) made our way to City Hall, or at least i think it was city hall, and i started sighing abt. To make me stop sighing, Shidy let me conquer his sony MP4 so that i can stop being restless (as i always am when i am without music). SWEET, i know. We had to stand up all the way frm J.East to city hall, what's with my stomach condition, and i had to cling on to Shidy everytime. So embarrassing, but at least he enjoyed it. xD

And so,when we reached wherever-the-place-was we took a bus 54 frm outside of the station,to bellini grande. Little did we know,that the place is just 2 stops away from us. And we were like, "OMG. That is the place, get out! Get out!" Hahaha. Hilarious i'm telling you.

Me and mai were like aunties in the rush to get the special joint frm the supermarket. -.-"

After dropping off,we found out that the crowd forming outside of the club was not so bad, so we decided to take a tour first ard clarke quay. It was my 8th time gng there,but the place look so different as compared to when it is during the night time. So,we all went to 7-Eleven which is at the opposite side,and me and shidy bought slurpee,using his money. Lawls. I was the one who wanted to fill the cup,so it served me right when it spilled a lil'. Lol. When we got back to the club,gosh, the crowd outside was brimming. Everyone was staring at me. Hahaha. Do i look weird? I was wearing stockings lighter thn my usual skin colour though. Hhehe. Cause ma fuckin' skin changed. From light to friggin darkish-tan. Oh godd. Haiy. ;

When we entered the club,the first thing running in my mind was, i wanna sit down. And guess wat? YEAH. All the seats were taken. Goshh. Almost everyone had to stand up the whole time. But it was really fun. Calling Feeza And Ella bitches.. Haha. Fooling ard with shidy,jason and haziq. We were like the loudest ppl of all,at the bck part. Oohh,and i spotted this oober-cute guy who looked half eurasion and half chinese. He was sitting at the stalls just right behind. But, as you know. I too,have eyes at the bck of my head. Hhuhu. I noticed that someone was looking at me,and it must have been that guy. Cause he kept looking away everytime i turn back to see if the seats are empty. He is cute. I hope to see him again soon. (x

Hmmmm. Enuff with the cute guy. Ahemm. Heh. Aft the comp, which ended at ard 6 or 7.. All of us, Zam, Mai,Amy,Shidy And Me, headed off to the memorial wall to carry out the photography thing. Since I'm already in the Pop&Lock Ent. , the members say that for any official photography sessions,i am welcome to join them. Hehs. I ask them why ppl want to take our pics, and their reply was, 'Cause we're DOPE'. Hahahaha. Righhhht. (: I got a new name, Eri-B. An Emcee. Woooo. Wonder wat my other peeps are gonna think abt this.. ANYWAYS, the pictures turned out great, i guess. I didn't get to see it. But, shidy said i looked cute, so i don't have to worry. But, HELL. All of the peopler,were looking at me,and back at the camera. I was like, wat in the name of ____. I dunnoe. Mayb i looked dope,maybe i didn't. Whatever it is,i had a great time the whole day tht day. Mai had to go home early as she had to go JB to celebrate her papa's birthday. And did i tell you that Mai's bf, Choco, looks like rid's long-lost twin? Like,damnn mann. THEY LOOK SO ALIKE. Gosh. Hahah. Ermmm, so yeahh. For our final destination, we headed to PopStar City, where the Fan Kidz are having their practises, and where all the parents and lil ones were. I made good bonds with the babes Alisha,Sufia and Azirah. Alisha and sofia are 10, and Azirah is of the same age as mine. I love the lil' girls. They are soo-like me. Hahaha. Sarcastic and loud. Omg. Like the MEAN girls, aye. ;p I also made frens with shamir,sharil's and sharul's lil bro,who is darn good at the term of 'B-Boy'. Seriously,his tricks are limitless,and only at the age of 10 huh? Well,he didn't call me 'Kakak' fr nuttin'. Hahahaha. OOOO. And not to forget sheikh,the dude. Lol. Some drama were being carried out yesterday night, between amy and the boys,and both me and sheikh can still talk-talk outside of the studio. Hahaha. Friends, friends. I though he was 16, turned out to be 1 year older. So skinny,and in Fan Kidz some more. Haiyoyoyo. And not to forget, Congratulations Fantastic Crew And Fantastic Kidz. Winning champion title by Fantastic Crew, followed by 3rd position by the Fantastic Kidz. Congrats guys. (: After that, Went back with shidy and amy.. Took the train frm queenstown. Saw Bby Aircho and Nadyrr on the same train. Said hi,talk-talk and shidy and amy went off shortly after,as we all stopped at j.east. Well,only me,bby aircho and nadyrr stayed,the boys went off. Haha. They stopped at lakeside and i stopped at boon lay. Was damn tired. Took 181 straightaway, and walk solemnly towards The Floravale. Decided to buy some snacks and drinks, so i bought 2 cans of coke,and two packet of cheezels. I called my neighbour down,and we shared the snacks. He was actually on his lappy,working on his D&T project. Lame shitt. -.-' Bided goodbye and said thanks to that 'Stick MAN' for accompanying me. Reached home, and i found out that mom and dad and 7year-old bro not at home. They went to BK and eat. Ishhhh! Hrmmmm; Stuck at hme wit 11year-old bro with his noisy nintendo ds and my maid. My bibik, sorry. ((:

Haiyy, fatigue frm yesterday,is carried out till today. What a mess! ;DD

Well, that's all actually.

Now,i'm fully content and satisfied with what i had posted today!

Lawls. And now,i wanna sleep.

Tata readers. Will keep this blog runnin out and abt soon.

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee[!]

-Kiss,Kiss___♥Syerri ;}

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7:01 PM

Shitt. Shitt.

OMG. Readers, so so sorry. My broadband went sot-sot fr the past few days. So sorry. I've been blog-sick too you know,when i couldn't reach out fr any networks or watever, so that i could log in to the internet access, and attack the 'New Post' button instantly. But yeahh,tdy thn can. Haiyo. Been feeling stuped lately. Fr the past few M.I.A-with-erifahh-days,i did alot of things such as, ermmm, gng to the Danceworks Finals. Hahaha. With maiy, ami and shidy. Yeahh. I 'Went' There,but i didn't participate in the finals. My babies didn't managed to clinch any top 3 awards, but at least they got the merit awards. (: Well,never the mind girl's. Next year,we all go rembat the other participants together-gether during the comp kae! Lol. Just joking; as if we are really gonna do that. ; Well, Due to some complicated reasons which should be kept confidential between my barriers(Hah!), i was not allowed to dance fr the finals. My crew mate's mumsies, who saw me at Bellini Grande's dancefloor,went all ' Ey, why you not dancing on the stage?, and 'Ya Allah,its your turn to dance? Where's your makeup? Costume? Omg, or are you a figment of my imagination?? -.-"

Hmmmm. Yeahh. It went as funny as hell. But, when they bombarded me with those questions,everyone was looking at me up and down like i was piece of shit. But,throught the creases on their forehead, i knew the that the same question was being played through each and everyone of their mind. Which is, "Why isn't she on the stage, DANCING?"

Well, that my friends, is the right question..

GOSH. I sound like the already-dead officer (monogram) in iRobot. Godd. Brain-check! Okayy. Good. xD
Well, i gotta say. I was pretty worked up by the fact that i didn't get to dance fr the Finals. It really, really messed me up. I was practically all over the place, for a sense of hope that i could get in on the last minute. But erhh, NO. I didn't get that chance. But now, when i think about it again,i'm really thankful that GOD, DID NOT give me what i had wanted. Thanks to Crazee D, and Amyami, i build up my self-pride and my self-esteem,to boost my courage to turn up fr The Finals,and supported my girls. And also,to my beloved seniors who had coaxed me to let that unpleasent moment go, and saying that there are alot more competitions out there for me.

Thankyou all, and ~ily ppl. :D

Hehs. This taught me to be more stronger than ever, and to show them' ppl who had hurt me emotionally, that i ain't a bitch for nuttin'. Hehehe. Loser lahh syarifah ni, BEGOK! ;D But seriously,ppl,if you think that you had ALREADY know me for years and years,thn you are welcome to judge me. Right now,i think that if i really have an attitude problem,that judgement can only be brought out by my relatives,and my childhood friends. Cause,HELLO. People change, and only my close kins and friends know whether over the years as i am growing into a more self-actualised teenage girl, i had changed fr the good, or the bad. Don't come up to me, call me a big fat liar, a freakin' bitch who is selflessly arrogant, and a girl with a smelly attitude if you had just come to know me for like wat, 2-3 years? Cause you dun even know who the real Syarifah Shabirah Bte Rosli is. So,let this be a lesson learnt for me,and for you guys out there who had criticised me before. I dun blame you for bad-mouthing me once in a while, cause i admit,i act like a total whore sometimes when i'm out and about. But,if you bad-mouth me practically EVERYTIME, thn you're no better thn me,isn't that right? I'm not naming names and i'm not pointing fingers here,cause this is a public blog-space where every other millions of people are reading ,so i respect the options. But to you,if you feel bad or angry at my sudden outburst,please feel free to share with me on my tagboard. If you wanna apologise,curse me or advice me,thn pls do so. But i'll appreciate it if you leave your NAME,and BLOG SITE on my tagboard,to signify your integrity in this matter. If not thn,you're welcomed to be called a 'COWARD'. (:

So yeahh, let's forget abt serious-talks for awhile. I just wanna say ~immGG. Lol. I miss ma Groovy Girls. I've been sick lately,and downing small pints of cough syrup ain't helping. Got food poisoning on wednesday night, friday, after Sports Day, it stryck me again. I think its gastric+food poisoning. Hahaha. I'm not sure how that is possible,but yeahh. I think that formula exist. -.- I think i ate too much cheese fries lahh, aft the event. Thn aft tht,me and naddy went home. Thn the bowel thing started happening, LOL. After that,i called my mum in the room [LUCKY!] and she said to me, 'What did you eat this time? Your friend's medal?" And i went clueless and she brought me to JP's clinic. Got and MC for today too. Hahaha. But it surprised me,how i can stand it on Saturday,at the club. Really surprising but i felt good. Hhuhu;D Okayy. This is just a report of my anger in me,and my account of what happened to me these few days. So, the next post will be about what happened on Saturady. Heeee! WEEEEEEEEEEE! (:

-Kiss,Kiss___♥Syerri ;}

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